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Azurry's journal

May,26,2025

It's been a bit since I wrote anything in my own website. I wanted to write this sooner, but got cut off from last week, and I got busy so I ended up writing this much later. I want to try to write at least once a month journal entries here. Also, I'll be cleaning up some journals a bit, as well as cleaning up any broken links. I've been on Bluesky a lot since I've just been trying to connect with others, but I don't like it as much as working on my own website. I actually feel safer to have my own website, and it seems like things have calmed down a lot. It's best to ignore anything that isn't important I find and I rather avoid any unnecessary stress in the future.

I'm trying not to get involved in drama much in the future because it can get to a point where it's not even drama anymore. That's never fun. It was such a distraction. Not just stressful worrying about that cyberstalking stuff too much, but also just the overall mess of social media. It sadly comes with the terrority, especially with the art community that has a lot of greed, jealousy, and bitterness. Who needs that in their life?

I'm just glad I'm safe and that I found ways to stay safer online by just only posting when I feel like it instead of putting all that dumb pressure on myself is exhausitng. It takes me on average an hour to write all this, but sometimes longer. Journaling takes time and a lot of practice to get decent at. I feel that i'm okay at it, but I could use a bigger vocabulary. Too often I'm using the same words. I want to improve how I talk a bit more, but also make my posts not as long. More clear and concise. That's hard to do with words being taken out of context, but I'll try.

With that said, I'm also working on my artwork that's gonna take sometime to actually have a gallery here. HTML and CSS is so cool, but tricky to learn. One slight mistake can break the whole code so I'm trying to be careful when editing my code on here when making each post. It's a lot of hard work, but I think it'll be worth it. That's all I have to say for now. I'll be working on art tonight. I hope y'all have a good day/evening! :^D.